Hello readers,
I wanted to share my thoughts on the art of attraction in a relationship. Now, this is my opinion. I have not researched or studied what I am about to write. I was talking to a young man the other day and I forgot his name. He is 22 years old and looking to find his match or other half. Basically he is looking for love. We chatted for a few minutes about his unfortunate findings. Girls are just too judgmental, he said. I'm not very good at sympathizing with people on this matter. My first instinct is to say something along the lines of "So what, get over it. Not every girl is going to find you attractive" This guy I was talking to asked if I saw potential between the two of us. I though "hmm, this is awkward at just a few minutes in" My answer was no. So then I got the list of questions, is it because I'm too this and too that? Can't a girl have her reasons without you making her feel like a complete jerk. Please guys, do not ask these questions.
If someone is not interested it only makes sense to keep looking. Why would you want to be with someone who didn't find you attractive anyway? I often wonder why males and females spend so much time dwelling on the things they have no control over. I am 5 foot 9 inches (with heels a whopping 6 feet or more!) . I'm not super tall, but taller than average. There are tall people and short people and some lucky ones in between. Relationships can be very successful without height ever being an issue.
Like many girls, I had a list when I was younger (well, I still do) of traits I was going to look for in a future spouse. I believe that list comes later in life for guys. I hear guys all the time saying "I need a woman who respects me, who likes my mom, who can cook" or I hear "oh, she's too fat, tall, ugly". I hope they find that perfect someone. Here's the deal though, their perfect someone may have been called too fat or ugly for the last guy. Attraction can depend on so many factors. Also, this is just physical attraction and there is way more than the physical side of it.
What if relationships were like an NBA draft. We could all have our stats out there for everyone to judge us. We better hope that whoever gets first pick is attractive to us. Ridiculous, right? Height, age, weight, distance, religious beliefs, political views, family values, movie preference, food choice, do you get it? The list can go on and on.
Here is my advice. Find out what you want in this life and set goals to achieve it. Be confident in who you are and stop dwelling on things you can't change. Stand proud at 7 feet or 4'11 and a half. Be happy because happiness is contagious. If you are not happy it shows and although misery might love company, happy people usually run from the unhappy. Happy people are attractive. Wear a smile more often and show the world what you have to offer.
I can't leave you without a Bible verse. "Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart" Psalm 37:4
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
Sunday, June 28, 2015
I Went for a Test Drive
Hello Readers,
I have some great news! In my last post I mentioned the need for a new car and the barriers I faced financially. Well, this past Saturday I went to test drive a VW Jetta. I had already known what vehicle I thought I wanted, but I needed to drive it to make sure. I went to the dealership having looked at all their inventory online. I was looking to drive a 1.8L engine because it had great reviews. The 2.0 base engine had horrible reviews and I wanted some power and pep to my ride. They had a blue Jetta 1.8L turbo charged engine in the inventory online and it was the closest to what I was looking for minus the color.
So, I got to the dealership with my lovely parents and we started looking around. I saw the blue Jetta and lots of other okay choices, but I wasn't willing to settle. And there she was... A white turbo charged Jetta with a sunroof, tan interior, and the SE package. This beauty was a diesel. I wasn't looking for a diesel, but I wasn't opposed to it either. The car salesman had come out and said that this car had just arrived. I thought it was perfect! I needed to drive it!
The first one I test drove was the 1.8L. I knew I wanted more than the 114 hp that the 2.0 provided. So, I enjoyed the first ride. It was roomy, comfortable, smooth, but most importantly fast. I was curious to see the difference in the tdi. The second Jetta did not disappoint. All of the features from the first test ride carried over to the second Jetta. She was perfect! Everything I wanted in a car was there. I am one happy girl! I told my mom that this car would change my life. I was half was joking. but my mom said "yes it will" Did I mention how happy I am??
I called my last car Trouble and he proved me more than right. I think I'll call this one Serendipity. A car was a tangible need. The greater need is met through a relationship with Jesus Christ. This was my verse of the day that came through on my app..
Philippians 4:19 "And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus"
I have some great news! In my last post I mentioned the need for a new car and the barriers I faced financially. Well, this past Saturday I went to test drive a VW Jetta. I had already known what vehicle I thought I wanted, but I needed to drive it to make sure. I went to the dealership having looked at all their inventory online. I was looking to drive a 1.8L engine because it had great reviews. The 2.0 base engine had horrible reviews and I wanted some power and pep to my ride. They had a blue Jetta 1.8L turbo charged engine in the inventory online and it was the closest to what I was looking for minus the color.
So, I got to the dealership with my lovely parents and we started looking around. I saw the blue Jetta and lots of other okay choices, but I wasn't willing to settle. And there she was... A white turbo charged Jetta with a sunroof, tan interior, and the SE package. This beauty was a diesel. I wasn't looking for a diesel, but I wasn't opposed to it either. The car salesman had come out and said that this car had just arrived. I thought it was perfect! I needed to drive it!
The first one I test drove was the 1.8L. I knew I wanted more than the 114 hp that the 2.0 provided. So, I enjoyed the first ride. It was roomy, comfortable, smooth, but most importantly fast. I was curious to see the difference in the tdi. The second Jetta did not disappoint. All of the features from the first test ride carried over to the second Jetta. She was perfect! Everything I wanted in a car was there. I am one happy girl! I told my mom that this car would change my life. I was half was joking. but my mom said "yes it will" Did I mention how happy I am??
I called my last car Trouble and he proved me more than right. I think I'll call this one Serendipity. A car was a tangible need. The greater need is met through a relationship with Jesus Christ. This was my verse of the day that came through on my app..
Philippians 4:19 "And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus"
Monday, June 22, 2015
I Can't
Hello readers,
I don't know if I have mentioned it before, but my passion is gardening and I absolutely love growing plants. I have been tending to my own garden more diligently this summer. I am a happy girl when I am in the yard. In my back yard there is a patio with a fire pit in the center. When I decided to landscape the perimeter of the patio I didn't draw plans or even have a plan in my head. I really just dug some holes and started planting. I often can't see the big picture because I am so focused on what I am seeing in the here and now.
There are some people who can conjure up these grandiose ideas and actually make them happen. My dad is like that. He can look at a house in total destruction and envision the final remodel/project. I kinda wish I had inherited that from him, but I didn't. Anyway, I often overwhelm myself with thoughts and ideas that I would like to try to implement. I am limited by my abilities to do some of my extraordinary plans and that really frustrates me. What frustrates me even more than my inability are the unfinished projects I have.
I can garden and not break the bank, I can move furniture around and create a "new" space, I can make little improvements around the house, but what I cannot do is work on my own car. Call me crazy, but I am in love with my 1991 BMW convertible. It was my first and only car so far. I love cars but this one has a special place in my heart. This love of mine is broken! It is a very sad situation. I have a great mechanic who rebuilt it when I first got it and now it needs a new motor. It has been four months in the shop and no work has been done. The parts I need can't be found.
Most people would just say good riddance and move on with a new or newer car. I am having a really hard time with that thought. If I could I would fix it myself, but I can't. So now I am having to car shop. Car shopping is great. I love cars! The only problem is that I know exactly what I want and can't afford it right now. The words "I can't" are the absolute worst! One of my favorite scripture passages is Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Although Paul the apostle wasn't referring to making car payments in this text, I have to remember that in these times that I think I can't do something I have the strength to do things I need to. I have the strength and ability to work. I have a God who I rely on to show me how this time in my life is supposed to draw me closer to Him. And I CAN have patience. Good things come to those who wait right?
I don't know if I have mentioned it before, but my passion is gardening and I absolutely love growing plants. I have been tending to my own garden more diligently this summer. I am a happy girl when I am in the yard. In my back yard there is a patio with a fire pit in the center. When I decided to landscape the perimeter of the patio I didn't draw plans or even have a plan in my head. I really just dug some holes and started planting. I often can't see the big picture because I am so focused on what I am seeing in the here and now.
There are some people who can conjure up these grandiose ideas and actually make them happen. My dad is like that. He can look at a house in total destruction and envision the final remodel/project. I kinda wish I had inherited that from him, but I didn't. Anyway, I often overwhelm myself with thoughts and ideas that I would like to try to implement. I am limited by my abilities to do some of my extraordinary plans and that really frustrates me. What frustrates me even more than my inability are the unfinished projects I have.
I can garden and not break the bank, I can move furniture around and create a "new" space, I can make little improvements around the house, but what I cannot do is work on my own car. Call me crazy, but I am in love with my 1991 BMW convertible. It was my first and only car so far. I love cars but this one has a special place in my heart. This love of mine is broken! It is a very sad situation. I have a great mechanic who rebuilt it when I first got it and now it needs a new motor. It has been four months in the shop and no work has been done. The parts I need can't be found.
Most people would just say good riddance and move on with a new or newer car. I am having a really hard time with that thought. If I could I would fix it myself, but I can't. So now I am having to car shop. Car shopping is great. I love cars! The only problem is that I know exactly what I want and can't afford it right now. The words "I can't" are the absolute worst! One of my favorite scripture passages is Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Although Paul the apostle wasn't referring to making car payments in this text, I have to remember that in these times that I think I can't do something I have the strength to do things I need to. I have the strength and ability to work. I have a God who I rely on to show me how this time in my life is supposed to draw me closer to Him. And I CAN have patience. Good things come to those who wait right?
Monday, May 25, 2015
Memorial Day
This morning I write to you with so many thoughts flooding my mind. So please forgive me if this post ends up being a bit scattered. First, let me start off by saying Happy Memorial Day! As I was walking on the beach this morning I was thinking of the families, friends, and loved ones who will be celebrating today. Many celebrate with those who have served and returned, but many will spend today longing that their loved ones were still with them. I am overwhelmed with thanksgiving for those who have laid down their lives in service to their country.
The beach is beginning to fill up as family and friends gather. Flags are flying high attached to tents, vehicles and anywhere else they might have a chance of flying without having to chase them down the beach. People are sporting their red, white, and blue. The country music is playing and the party is starting. I am proud to call this my country.
Let us never forget the sacrifices made in order that we may have the freedom we often celebrate. Please remember those who gave their lives in service to their country.
"Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends." John 15:13
- Jill Emily
The beach is beginning to fill up as family and friends gather. Flags are flying high attached to tents, vehicles and anywhere else they might have a chance of flying without having to chase them down the beach. People are sporting their red, white, and blue. The country music is playing and the party is starting. I am proud to call this my country.
Let us never forget the sacrifices made in order that we may have the freedom we often celebrate. Please remember those who gave their lives in service to their country.
"Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends." John 15:13
- Jill Emily
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Good Isn't Enough
Do you ever ask yourself "why do I need God?" You might even say "I am a good person and I'll go to heaven because of that." Well I am sorry to have to tell you this, but you are not good enough. There is no one good enough. In fact, even if you where awarded "best human on earth" or "greatest person" that wouldn't be enough. You could give all your money to the poor. You could abstain from drugs, alcohol, and sex. You could go to church every Sunday. You could lead a Bible study. I think you get the point. None of these things will get you into heaven The Bible says "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" Romans 3:23
There is good news I promise. Although you can't be good enough, there is one who lived, died to pay a debt we could not, rose from the dead, and is alive! You could ask "why would someone pay a debt I owed?" Well, you might just get a plethora of varying answers and you would probably still be very confused. What I can tell you is that love is a powerful thing. If you have loved ones in your life you might be able to understand a little of this self sacrificing affection, but certainly not to the extent that God almighty showed when He sent His one and only Son to hang on a cross and pay the sin debt that you and I owed.
Now, if you think "well I'm not a sinner. I'm a really good person." Oh boy, oh boy! I bet you can think of a time or two when you weren't as good as you thought. If not, ask a friend or family member. You might be sorry you asked though. Keep in mind that a sin can come in all shapes and sizes (thought, word, and deed). Yeah, you know you're a sinner, don't you? The good news is that Jesus Christ paid our debt and he offers us a plan of salvation. He wants us and He was willing enough to die as our sacrifice. You are not going to find that kind of love from any other. Its offered freely. You just have to ask for it.
"You plead my cause, You right my wrongs, You break my chains, You overcome, You gave Your life to give me mine, You say that I am free. How can it be?" The answer is that Jesus loves you that much and is asking that you love Him in return by living your life for Him. Give your life to Jesus Christ and gain everything.
The song is by Lauren Daigle "How Can It Be" I can't stop listening to it!
There is good news I promise. Although you can't be good enough, there is one who lived, died to pay a debt we could not, rose from the dead, and is alive! You could ask "why would someone pay a debt I owed?" Well, you might just get a plethora of varying answers and you would probably still be very confused. What I can tell you is that love is a powerful thing. If you have loved ones in your life you might be able to understand a little of this self sacrificing affection, but certainly not to the extent that God almighty showed when He sent His one and only Son to hang on a cross and pay the sin debt that you and I owed.
Now, if you think "well I'm not a sinner. I'm a really good person." Oh boy, oh boy! I bet you can think of a time or two when you weren't as good as you thought. If not, ask a friend or family member. You might be sorry you asked though. Keep in mind that a sin can come in all shapes and sizes (thought, word, and deed). Yeah, you know you're a sinner, don't you? The good news is that Jesus Christ paid our debt and he offers us a plan of salvation. He wants us and He was willing enough to die as our sacrifice. You are not going to find that kind of love from any other. Its offered freely. You just have to ask for it.
"You plead my cause, You right my wrongs, You break my chains, You overcome, You gave Your life to give me mine, You say that I am free. How can it be?" The answer is that Jesus loves you that much and is asking that you love Him in return by living your life for Him. Give your life to Jesus Christ and gain everything.
The song is by Lauren Daigle "How Can It Be" I can't stop listening to it!
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
Pray for One Another
Prayer is an easy thing for me. I can lift up needs of friends, family, and even my own concerns. When I don't know the words to speak I simply say "Lord you know the need, show yourself and give guidance" its just that easy. When you have a relationship with the Lord, prayer is communication with Him. Studying God's word, being in prayer, seeking His guidance for your life are all ways to draw closer to Him.
I have had some things to think about over the past week and I'm still not sure what to do. I was overwhelmed when I heard my sister say "I've been praying for this situation for a year now." I had no idea. I ask myself why me? why now? It's been years. I am overcome by a feeling I've never had before even as I type this now.
I've always prayed for God's direction, for His guidance, and for Him to just lead me in the right path. Now that it might be happening I'm scared to death!!! I know now that you are never really ready but you always have a way to communicate your concerns to God Himself for reassurance.
I love praying for people. Its simply but makes a huge difference in their life. Now that I know what the receiving end feels like I'll make sure to also pray for understanding. Sometimes those we pray for will have no idea what is happening to them. I want people to be drawn closer to God and not be scared of what His plan might be for there life. I am excited to begin a new journey but I will also be in more prayer than ever before. When the journey is God's you will need to follow His map otherwise you'll be lost. Be in prayer for each other. You will be amazed by the way God will work in your life and those who you are specifically praying.
Jill Emily
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Memories and Legacies
Today I celebrated the life of a dear friend of mine. She was an inspiration, a mentor, a teacher full of wisdom and my friend. She was my Sunday school teacher. She challenged me, she taught me with love, she helped me search for answers, and helped when I couldn't find them. I already miss her very much and I will continue to remember how very blessed I am to have known her.
As I think about the life she lived I am reminded that the Bible says our days are numbered here on earth. Psalm 34:4-5 "Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered, and that my life is fleeing away. 5 My life is no longer than the width of my hand. An entire lifetime is just a moment to you; human existence is but a breath."
Each moment of our lives is precious and we should strive to make it count for something greater than ourselves. I, like many others will remember this special lady and her legacy will live on. She inspired me to live a life of sacrifice, of serving, and of sharing my faith.
1 Corinthians 13:1-10 "If I speak in the tongues of men or of angles, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps not record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears."
This special lady showed love to all those she met and never withheld an opportunity to share the love and good news of Jesus Christ the Savior of the world. If I have learned anything from her; it is that I will learn to love. I will be bold and be guided by only the one true God Himself. I am grateful to have met her and will miss her dearly, but I will also continue to strive to do better because I saw that she was able to do it.
As I think about the life she lived I am reminded that the Bible says our days are numbered here on earth. Psalm 34:4-5 "Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered, and that my life is fleeing away. 5 My life is no longer than the width of my hand. An entire lifetime is just a moment to you; human existence is but a breath."
Each moment of our lives is precious and we should strive to make it count for something greater than ourselves. I, like many others will remember this special lady and her legacy will live on. She inspired me to live a life of sacrifice, of serving, and of sharing my faith.
1 Corinthians 13:1-10 "If I speak in the tongues of men or of angles, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps not record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears."
This special lady showed love to all those she met and never withheld an opportunity to share the love and good news of Jesus Christ the Savior of the world. If I have learned anything from her; it is that I will learn to love. I will be bold and be guided by only the one true God Himself. I am grateful to have met her and will miss her dearly, but I will also continue to strive to do better because I saw that she was able to do it.
Saturday, January 24, 2015
A Higher Calling
Tonight I was finishing up some planning for worship tomorrow at church. Some stuff has been going on and it's just a shame that God's people act the way they do. The "it's all about me" attitude needs to go! Come on people. So, here are my thoughts on the way the church and God's people should act like.
"Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will." Romans 12:2 "When the Church is absolutely different from the world, she invariably attracts it. Then the world is made to listen to its message"- Martin Lloyd Jones
"As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts says the Lord. Isaiah 55:9
Called Me Higher - By All Sons and Daughters
I could just sit I could just sit and wait for all Your goodness Hope to feel Your presence And I could just stay I could just stay right where I am and hope to feel You Hope to feel something again And I could hold on I could hold on to who I am and never let You change me from the inside And I could be safe I could be safe here in Your arms and never leave home Never let these walls down But You have called me higher You have called me deeper And I will go where You will lead me Lord You have called me higher
So this is my prayer -
Father, what a honor it is for us to gather in Your presence this very day. Lord, we are here to worship You, to give glory to Your Name and to lay ourselves down in surrender to You. We ask that You show us the next step we are to take, that You guide us in Your way and that we forget about what we want or what our plans may be. Lord we ask that You reveal Yourself in such a way that we cannot help but to live for You. Lord we want our lives to be a living sacrifice pleasing to you. Father we know that there is non good not one and that Lord You don't need us to complete Your plan but Lord that you want us and that you love us is overwhelming. You are Lord of all in the good and bad and we ask that as You continue to work in our lives You would move us out of the way Father that You would take us instead by the hand and lead. Lord we give You a portion of the blessings you have given to us and we trust Lord that You will do with them what you please. Thank you for loving us so much more then we will ever know. In Jesus name. Amen
This is typical worship leading: a scripture, a quote, a worship song and a prayer. I covered all the bases ;)
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
You Can Always Count on Change
Hello Readers,
I wanted to share a few things that I have learned so far in this wonderful year of 2015. I began the year without having any New Year resolutions which was a first for me. I am very fond of my lists! Although I didn't have a formal list of things I must do, I did expect 2015 to be a year of change. I was really ready for something great to happen in my life. I entered the year ready for excitement. I knew there would be challenges to overcome and most likely things I didn't want to do necessarily but I am ready for anything!
Last night I finished reading a book recommended to me by one of my professors titled "Who Moved My Cheese?" Its just a short book packed with some really helpful strategies for dealing with change. I mean lets face it, who really likes change? If you are one who actually does, congratulations because life is full of change.
Change is inevitable. I feel like my life is changing more this year than ever. I am having to think about what I'll do after college. I have to plan for my career. I have never liked answering these questions but they are really important now and I need to figure out what to do next. I am absolutely terrified of the future. Life has been pretty easy up until this point and I don't want to have to deal with such worries. I like being comfortable but guess what? That's my own human desire to be comfortable. If God says "drop everything and follow me" am I willing to do that? I would love to say yes but boy is that ever frightening!
Here are two scripture passages to think about and I have probably shared them before but they are still relevant and will continue to be.
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know that plans I have for you" says the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Thank goodness somebody has a plan!)
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I am trusting in the One who hold the map of my life. I may only see pieces of it at a time but I know that those parts I do see are directed by God and God alone so why not trust Him.
Jill Emily
I wanted to share a few things that I have learned so far in this wonderful year of 2015. I began the year without having any New Year resolutions which was a first for me. I am very fond of my lists! Although I didn't have a formal list of things I must do, I did expect 2015 to be a year of change. I was really ready for something great to happen in my life. I entered the year ready for excitement. I knew there would be challenges to overcome and most likely things I didn't want to do necessarily but I am ready for anything!
Last night I finished reading a book recommended to me by one of my professors titled "Who Moved My Cheese?" Its just a short book packed with some really helpful strategies for dealing with change. I mean lets face it, who really likes change? If you are one who actually does, congratulations because life is full of change.
Change is inevitable. I feel like my life is changing more this year than ever. I am having to think about what I'll do after college. I have to plan for my career. I have never liked answering these questions but they are really important now and I need to figure out what to do next. I am absolutely terrified of the future. Life has been pretty easy up until this point and I don't want to have to deal with such worries. I like being comfortable but guess what? That's my own human desire to be comfortable. If God says "drop everything and follow me" am I willing to do that? I would love to say yes but boy is that ever frightening!
Here are two scripture passages to think about and I have probably shared them before but they are still relevant and will continue to be.
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know that plans I have for you" says the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Thank goodness somebody has a plan!)
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I am trusting in the One who hold the map of my life. I may only see pieces of it at a time but I know that those parts I do see are directed by God and God alone so why not trust Him.
Jill Emily
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
I'm Back!
Well hello there,
I know I have not posted in some time now. Life has been busy lately and I simply have no other excuse. I wanted to give an update on where I am in life. I enrolled in a Bachelor degree program close to home and I am proud to say that I have (so far) received all A's! I should be graduated in the Fall of 2015 with a degree in Supervision and Management. I guess that means I should know how to manage a company or something of the sorts. I am working as a gardener and as you can imagine Summer is a busy season for a gardener. My goal is to own a landscaping business and plant nursery one day. After a few hours of working in the Florida Summer heat I find myself drenched in sweat, covered in dirt and ready for a much needed shower. I come home everyday thinking that a desk job wouldn't be so bad after all. I am thankful that I only signed up for one class in the beginning of the Summer and that I have some time to focus on work before school goes back in August.
Although I stay busy with work and school I have always wanted to volunteer somewhere. I was presented with an invitation to provide music at a hospice facility and gladly accepted. I played the piano one time before I found out that the real need was in the kitchen. I have volunteered to prepare meals for the patients and I have enjoyed it so much. I am a firm believer in giving your time towards volunteering somewhere. Although the reward is not monetary it is absolutely well worth it!
I am closing the Summer out with a trip to Nantucket. I have never been but I am so excited to see the Island. I can't wait for the slow pace, calm, sea life experience not to mention the fact that it will not be scorching HOT! I love Florida but a change in the weather will be nice for a few days. While on Nantucket I will ride the bike trails, see the lighthouses, explore the beaches and taste my very first macaroon. Which is from what I understand a must while on the Island.
When I return from my short escape from real life, school will start, work will still be here and I will become a crazy woman once again but until then I am enjoying a hot Florida Summer with dirt under my finger nails and days of spending hours in the garden. I really do love being in the garden!
I leave you with this because it's one thing that I am struggling with right now. In the midst of the business that we call "life" where does God fit in. Is He tossed to the side and added when you can squeeze in a Bible verse? Is He called upon only when you're facing a trial or sticky situation? Does He make it on the "to do" list? I find myself rushing through my Bible reading to make sure I can check it off. I don't want to miss out on what God has in store just because I think I'm busy and need to check Him off my list. I challenge you to make quiet time with God. Be still and listen to what He has to say to you right now.
Psalm 46:10
Jill Emily
I know I have not posted in some time now. Life has been busy lately and I simply have no other excuse. I wanted to give an update on where I am in life. I enrolled in a Bachelor degree program close to home and I am proud to say that I have (so far) received all A's! I should be graduated in the Fall of 2015 with a degree in Supervision and Management. I guess that means I should know how to manage a company or something of the sorts. I am working as a gardener and as you can imagine Summer is a busy season for a gardener. My goal is to own a landscaping business and plant nursery one day. After a few hours of working in the Florida Summer heat I find myself drenched in sweat, covered in dirt and ready for a much needed shower. I come home everyday thinking that a desk job wouldn't be so bad after all. I am thankful that I only signed up for one class in the beginning of the Summer and that I have some time to focus on work before school goes back in August.
Although I stay busy with work and school I have always wanted to volunteer somewhere. I was presented with an invitation to provide music at a hospice facility and gladly accepted. I played the piano one time before I found out that the real need was in the kitchen. I have volunteered to prepare meals for the patients and I have enjoyed it so much. I am a firm believer in giving your time towards volunteering somewhere. Although the reward is not monetary it is absolutely well worth it!
I am closing the Summer out with a trip to Nantucket. I have never been but I am so excited to see the Island. I can't wait for the slow pace, calm, sea life experience not to mention the fact that it will not be scorching HOT! I love Florida but a change in the weather will be nice for a few days. While on Nantucket I will ride the bike trails, see the lighthouses, explore the beaches and taste my very first macaroon. Which is from what I understand a must while on the Island.
When I return from my short escape from real life, school will start, work will still be here and I will become a crazy woman once again but until then I am enjoying a hot Florida Summer with dirt under my finger nails and days of spending hours in the garden. I really do love being in the garden!
I leave you with this because it's one thing that I am struggling with right now. In the midst of the business that we call "life" where does God fit in. Is He tossed to the side and added when you can squeeze in a Bible verse? Is He called upon only when you're facing a trial or sticky situation? Does He make it on the "to do" list? I find myself rushing through my Bible reading to make sure I can check it off. I don't want to miss out on what God has in store just because I think I'm busy and need to check Him off my list. I challenge you to make quiet time with God. Be still and listen to what He has to say to you right now.
Psalm 46:10
Jill Emily
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Spirit Lead Me
Have you ever wanted to go somewhere but something hindered you actually getting there? Have you been packed, but the trip was cancelled? Have your trip plans just fallen through? This year I was going to be ready for whatever God placed before me. I felt strong, I felt encouraged and ready for a fresh start. Even though I felt "ready" I was not. I did not have my road map, suit case packed or any of the logistics worked out.
The only thing I had was an emotional readiness to go. In life we sometimes think "oh, I'm just relying on God to make the plan for my life." Well, that is fine but He gives us a sense of the plan and then we set out on the journey. It is not by our own means that we plan our life, but it is right to listen to God and His plan for us.
So, although I felt ready emotionally. I was by no means setting off on my journey without the road map. Which leads me to my closing point. Listen to God, follow His lead, be in fellowship with your Creator. It is only when we are in communion with Him that His plan is revealed to us.
The only thing I had was an emotional readiness to go. In life we sometimes think "oh, I'm just relying on God to make the plan for my life." Well, that is fine but He gives us a sense of the plan and then we set out on the journey. It is not by our own means that we plan our life, but it is right to listen to God and His plan for us.
So, although I felt ready emotionally. I was by no means setting off on my journey without the road map. Which leads me to my closing point. Listen to God, follow His lead, be in fellowship with your Creator. It is only when we are in communion with Him that His plan is revealed to us.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Church Awakening!
So, hello to all who might find themselves reading my little posts!
I have just started reading "Church Awakening" by Charles Swindoll. Wow! I am only through the introduction and first chapter. Here is a quote found in the first few pages.
"When the Church is absolutely different from the world, she is invariably attracts it. It is then that the world is made to listen to her message, though it may hate it at first." - D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones
So is it safe to say we are to look different form the world? Yes! We are not suppose to fit into a box the world has for us. We are to stand out! We are to look different so that we attract the world. Those who are unsaved are in desperate need of what we have. You are walking around with the "cure" for a dying world. What are you doing about it?
This week in church our sermon is on Galatians 2: 19-20.
19 “For through the law I died to the law so that I might live for God. 20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
If it is Christ who lives in us then what are we afraid of? Christ did some amazing things while on earth and this verse is saying that He now dwells in you! Do what you are called to do. Stand up and defend the gospel in your school, workplace, your home and yes in some sad cases your church! We have been made for so much more. Don't settle for anything less than what God has in store for you. He loves you and wants to reveal His plan for you life. Let Him!
Okay now I'm done. I just thought someone ought to know that being joyful for the Lord is nothing to be ashamed of but rather excited about. "Lift my hands and turn around, see the light that I have found! Oh the marvelous light, marvelous light!"
- Jill
I have just started reading "Church Awakening" by Charles Swindoll. Wow! I am only through the introduction and first chapter. Here is a quote found in the first few pages.
"When the Church is absolutely different from the world, she is invariably attracts it. It is then that the world is made to listen to her message, though it may hate it at first." - D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones
So is it safe to say we are to look different form the world? Yes! We are not suppose to fit into a box the world has for us. We are to stand out! We are to look different so that we attract the world. Those who are unsaved are in desperate need of what we have. You are walking around with the "cure" for a dying world. What are you doing about it?
This week in church our sermon is on Galatians 2: 19-20.
19 “For through the law I died to the law so that I might live for God. 20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
If it is Christ who lives in us then what are we afraid of? Christ did some amazing things while on earth and this verse is saying that He now dwells in you! Do what you are called to do. Stand up and defend the gospel in your school, workplace, your home and yes in some sad cases your church! We have been made for so much more. Don't settle for anything less than what God has in store for you. He loves you and wants to reveal His plan for you life. Let Him!
Okay now I'm done. I just thought someone ought to know that being joyful for the Lord is nothing to be ashamed of but rather excited about. "Lift my hands and turn around, see the light that I have found! Oh the marvelous light, marvelous light!"
- Jill
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Happy New Year!
I have to apologize, I have not been a faithful blogger. My life this year is going to change drastically. The year 2012 has opened my eyes to some difficult situations that I need to address. Here is a look at the year 2012. In March I started attending a new church. After a few months I became the new worship leader! I didn't see that one coming but gladly stepped up to the call my Lord and Savior had for me. In August I started my second semester in college and tried to take on a bigger work load. (I did not do well in school)
Like many others I asked myself questions like where am I going with my life? Is this really right for me? What is God's plan for my life? I worried about a job and stressed about school. My family wasn't top priority. As if that weren't enough I began to wonder where God was in it all. Although 2012 was filled with many difficult situations and worries but I made it through.
Here are the happy things: I ran my second half marathon, all by myself! I also ran two 5k races. I kept my New Years resolution not to eat fried food. No donuts, french fries or chips for me! I went sky diving for my 21st birthday! I took a class and became certified to conceal carry. I also voted for the United States President.
I look forward to 2013 and all that is to come. When I face trials and tribulations I will be ready because Jesus promises to never leave or forsake us. (Deuteronomy 31:6) He is always there and when it feels like He isn't, I bet you're the one who has strayed.
My resolution for 2013 is to read. I have never enjoyed reading but I know there is so much to learn. I have already read one book and have started my next one. I plan on reading one book a month and also read through the whole Bible.
Lord, prepare me for the new year. Challenge me, strengthen me and guide me through each and every step.
- Jill Emily
Like many others I asked myself questions like where am I going with my life? Is this really right for me? What is God's plan for my life? I worried about a job and stressed about school. My family wasn't top priority. As if that weren't enough I began to wonder where God was in it all. Although 2012 was filled with many difficult situations and worries but I made it through.
Here are the happy things: I ran my second half marathon, all by myself! I also ran two 5k races. I kept my New Years resolution not to eat fried food. No donuts, french fries or chips for me! I went sky diving for my 21st birthday! I took a class and became certified to conceal carry. I also voted for the United States President.
I look forward to 2013 and all that is to come. When I face trials and tribulations I will be ready because Jesus promises to never leave or forsake us. (Deuteronomy 31:6) He is always there and when it feels like He isn't, I bet you're the one who has strayed.
My resolution for 2013 is to read. I have never enjoyed reading but I know there is so much to learn. I have already read one book and have started my next one. I plan on reading one book a month and also read through the whole Bible.
Lord, prepare me for the new year. Challenge me, strengthen me and guide me through each and every step.
- Jill Emily
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Use Me!
In church on Sunday my Pastor said something that made me really evaluate how I allow God to use me. He said that as Christians we try to be kind to one another, say nice things and be the example of Christ for unbelievers. What we may not realize is that yes, these are good things to practice, but have we SHARED Jesus Christ with the people we interact with on a daily basis? It is one thing to be a sweet and encouraging person but without actually sharing the gospel we aren't doing any service to our Lord and Savior.
We need to be bold and speak of our Lord in line at the grocery store, at the gas station, in our schools, at our work places and in our homes. Those who call themselves Christians should want to share this good news of the gospel. Why aren't we excited? And if we are excited, that is great get a group together and make an impact in your community, city, or small town. We need to be busy for our Lord!
I have often prayed a prayer like this, "Lord use me!" Well that is a broad statement. I hadn't realized the reality of this simple sweet prayer. God will use you. All you have to do is ask him. The thing is, when He places an opportunity in front of you, you have to recognize it. I have tried to tell myself that maybe this wasn't a "God opportunity" and I try and walk the other way. Don't let the devil get a hold of you. Greater things have yet to be done! Get busy sharing the good news of Jesus Christ!
Jill Emily
We need to be bold and speak of our Lord in line at the grocery store, at the gas station, in our schools, at our work places and in our homes. Those who call themselves Christians should want to share this good news of the gospel. Why aren't we excited? And if we are excited, that is great get a group together and make an impact in your community, city, or small town. We need to be busy for our Lord!
I have often prayed a prayer like this, "Lord use me!" Well that is a broad statement. I hadn't realized the reality of this simple sweet prayer. God will use you. All you have to do is ask him. The thing is, when He places an opportunity in front of you, you have to recognize it. I have tried to tell myself that maybe this wasn't a "God opportunity" and I try and walk the other way. Don't let the devil get a hold of you. Greater things have yet to be done! Get busy sharing the good news of Jesus Christ!
Jill Emily
Monday, March 5, 2012
The Words you speak and the Thoughts You think Matter!
What will you do when you are tempted to sin? Sometimes you don’t always feel that you are falling into a trap. The world disguises sin very well. What seems like innocent fun turns into what I call “sinful funny”. It happens too often between guy and girl. What starts out to be friendly conversation or conduct soon goes awry. I know I am not the only one out there that would like to see guys and girls treat each other with respect. I mean what girl really wants to be treated and talked about like a piece of meat? And what kind of guy would actually treat a girl like this? Where is the respect?
It irks me to see girls throwing themselves at guys. These poor guys have enough to deal with. We don’t need to add to the mess! Wearing seductive clothes and flaunting yourself will only hurt you in the long run. If you are a Christian girl you should know that the only love you need comes from God the Father. What are you doing to cause temptation in the lives of your friends?
We can joke and have fun with our friends and there is nothing wrong with that but what are we spending our time discussing? Are we wasting our breath in meaningless conversation? Are we encouraging others to be the best they can be? Are we holding one another accountable to the Bible? Are we truly behaving like children of God? When we joke about sin aren’t we just laughing in God’s face?
“Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.” Philippians 4:8
If you are truly a Christian shouldn’t you care about the words you speak? You may think it doesn’t matter but one day you will stand before the Lord to be judged for EVERYTHING you have done! If you are a child of God wouldn’t you want to show the world? Are we ashamed of our Heavenly Father? Are we ashamed of the gospel? People of God rise up!
It irks me to see girls throwing themselves at guys. These poor guys have enough to deal with. We don’t need to add to the mess! Wearing seductive clothes and flaunting yourself will only hurt you in the long run. If you are a Christian girl you should know that the only love you need comes from God the Father. What are you doing to cause temptation in the lives of your friends?
We can joke and have fun with our friends and there is nothing wrong with that but what are we spending our time discussing? Are we wasting our breath in meaningless conversation? Are we encouraging others to be the best they can be? Are we holding one another accountable to the Bible? Are we truly behaving like children of God? When we joke about sin aren’t we just laughing in God’s face?
“Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.” Philippians 4:8
If you are truly a Christian shouldn’t you care about the words you speak? You may think it doesn’t matter but one day you will stand before the Lord to be judged for EVERYTHING you have done! If you are a child of God wouldn’t you want to show the world? Are we ashamed of our Heavenly Father? Are we ashamed of the gospel? People of God rise up!
Jill
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Starry Nights!
As I was walking outside a few nights ago, I looked up at the sky and was astonished by the amount of stars. It was simply breath taking! I marveled for only a few seconds before seeing a shooting star (I made my wish). It was the first time I had ever seen a shooting star and I was so excited. That night reminded me of the mighty God I serve. He created this moment for me. He put those stars in their places. He made everything so beautiful and we just go about our every day as busy as a bee. Take a breath. Spend some time marveling the wonders of God's creation but more importantly marvel the greatness of the Creator Himself.
Don't be too busy to miss out on the important things. Smile at someone, say hello to a fellow student, write a letter to an old friend. People need to feel loved and important. Remind them of God's love with a simple gesture. What a shame it would be to live without having loved. I challenge you to practice random acts of kindness! Show some love to a world full of sadness.
Jill Emily
Don't be too busy to miss out on the important things. Smile at someone, say hello to a fellow student, write a letter to an old friend. People need to feel loved and important. Remind them of God's love with a simple gesture. What a shame it would be to live without having loved. I challenge you to practice random acts of kindness! Show some love to a world full of sadness.
Jill Emily
Monday, December 12, 2011
Opportunities
While my brother and I were driving home from a trip to the mechanic, we came to a four way stop. The Ford ranger in front of us had stopped and not been able to get started again. My brother pulled the car over and we got out to investigate the problem. Turns out she had run out of gas so we pushed the truck out of the road. As we proceeded to head home, I had a thought that we could do more to help. She approached us saying she had forgotten her wallet and had no way of getting any gas. I immediately offered help. My brother and I went home to get a gas can, and then to the gas station and finally back to the woman hoping she was still there. On the gas receipt I simply wrote: God Bless! John 13:35 and handed it to her.
I don't know what will happen in her life but I know that as John 13:35 says we showed Christ's love to her. I pray God will work in her life and that she might remember the two kids who helped as being followers of Jesus Christ. Don't let an opportunity pass you by. There is a hurting world out there. We are called to make disciples of men. "We love because He first loved us." 1 John 4:19
Share God's love this season!
I don't know what will happen in her life but I know that as John 13:35 says we showed Christ's love to her. I pray God will work in her life and that she might remember the two kids who helped as being followers of Jesus Christ. Don't let an opportunity pass you by. There is a hurting world out there. We are called to make disciples of men. "We love because He first loved us." 1 John 4:19
Share God's love this season!
Monday, November 14, 2011
All are Welcome!
Recently I have been struggling to invite people to church. I have reasons as to why they wouldn't fit in or how they probably wouldn't like it. What am I thinking? Who am I to say they won't fit in? Am I crazy or something? There is a world full of people who need to know Jesus Christ the Savior of all and I'm just going about life. I was driving home last night and it hit me. Jesus Christ died on a cross for the sins of the world. The WHOLE world! Not just the rich, good looking or successful people. As I thought of the people that I had recently thought of inviting, I felt guilty because I missed an opportunity to share God's love. I may never get that opportunity back. The good news is that I am still on this earth and tomorrow is a new day! Make each day count and ask God to use you. If you ask Him to use you He will. Don't be scared when He puts people in your life and circumstances you never thought of. Trust Him and ask for His strength and guidance. Often times I say I'll wait until I'm more spiritually mature and then share Christ with them. Well guess what, the time is now. Don't waste another minuet to share Christ with a friend, family member or stranger! We are called to make disciples of men. (Matthew 28:19) I don't need to worry about what they think. All I need to do is invite them show them love and let God work in their life.
Lord, give me the strength to witness everyday with my actions, my words and my thoughts. Help me to show Your love, grace and mercy to all. I need You to lead me and direct me in the plan You have for my life. Give me clean hands and a pure heart and prepare me for each day. Lord use me to lead others to You and Your promise. Amen!
Lord, give me the strength to witness everyday with my actions, my words and my thoughts. Help me to show Your love, grace and mercy to all. I need You to lead me and direct me in the plan You have for my life. Give me clean hands and a pure heart and prepare me for each day. Lord use me to lead others to You and Your promise. Amen!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
A House Too Small
I wrote this poem while cleaning the house with my mom.
Clutter is growing and it makes me sad
Toys and dolls my boxes and bag
This house it too small for this stuff to be had
If I can't keep my clutter I'll be so mad
I'll push out a wall to continue my fad
I've shopped some more to add add add
And lost my sister my mom and dad
This mess is too much and makes me moody and gad
Someone please help me make me happy and glad
Jill Emily
Clutter is growing and it makes me sad
Toys and dolls my boxes and bag
This house it too small for this stuff to be had
If I can't keep my clutter I'll be so mad
I'll push out a wall to continue my fad
I've shopped some more to add add add
And lost my sister my mom and dad
This mess is too much and makes me moody and gad
Someone please help me make me happy and glad
Jill Emily
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Get Up and Go!
How much of what you do in your daily life has meaning. More than just this is my life I'll live as I please. Are you living for your self or is there a purpose greater than me myself and I? As I was driving in the car the radio was on Z88.3 and the song lyrics really spoke to me.
"This world needs God
But it's easier to stand and watch
I could say a prayer and just move on
Like nothing's wrong
But I refuse
'Cause I don't want to live like I don't care
I don't want to say another empty prayer
Oh, I refuse"
It is so much easier to sit around and do what you want when you want. I know that in my life this is true. Look at your life and assess your motives. The truth is that people need God and there are so many just living an empty life. What are we as Christians doing about that. Are we sitting in a bible study asking God to use us and then too scared to do anything when He presents the opportunity? We can't say that we need to go to a different country, there are so many people here. In your own community pick 5 people and start praying for them. These may be people in school, church or even someone you haven't met. God can use you if you would just let Him. Get up and go!
Be bold for Christ and share the Gospel to all people! Clear out the clutter in your life and make time for others. I think that its time for our lives to have a greater meaning. Not just a Sunday church goer attitude, but a life of overwhelming joy and love. We are to be different. "Lord this is my desire, to be used by You!" If you pray this I guarantee God will use you. I hope you are ready.
Jill Emily
"This world needs God
But it's easier to stand and watch
I could say a prayer and just move on
Like nothing's wrong
But I refuse
'Cause I don't want to live like I don't care
I don't want to say another empty prayer
Oh, I refuse"
It is so much easier to sit around and do what you want when you want. I know that in my life this is true. Look at your life and assess your motives. The truth is that people need God and there are so many just living an empty life. What are we as Christians doing about that. Are we sitting in a bible study asking God to use us and then too scared to do anything when He presents the opportunity? We can't say that we need to go to a different country, there are so many people here. In your own community pick 5 people and start praying for them. These may be people in school, church or even someone you haven't met. God can use you if you would just let Him. Get up and go!
Be bold for Christ and share the Gospel to all people! Clear out the clutter in your life and make time for others. I think that its time for our lives to have a greater meaning. Not just a Sunday church goer attitude, but a life of overwhelming joy and love. We are to be different. "Lord this is my desire, to be used by You!" If you pray this I guarantee God will use you. I hope you are ready.
Jill Emily
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